I still can not believe that she is here, and that it has already been four months. When she wakes up and she sees my face, or B's, she gives the biggest, brightest smile I have ever seen. Her giggles are starting to come more frequently and much easier, and it is the greatest sound that I have ever heard. She loves to stand and although she is quiet and doesn't coo much she takes everything in and is always looking at who is talking or what is making the noises closest to her.
I still look at her and can't believe she is real. I hold her close and try to take in every detail of her little body and how it fits so perfectly snuggled into my arms. I am not afraid for her to get bigger, I look forward to each day as she grows right before my eyes. I dream of our future as a family and the fun we will have as we go on our adventures and even as we stay home in the quit and mundane.
I so often I look into her big blue eyes and see her papa and it melts me. I love that he is who I see when I look at our little human.
I pray for her to be compassionate, humble, discerning and passionate. God has a plan for her life, and it is an honor, even only after four months, to be her human... her momma.
I still look at her and can't believe she is real. I hold her close and try to take in every detail of her little body and how it fits so perfectly snuggled into my arms. I am not afraid for her to get bigger, I look forward to each day as she grows right before my eyes. I dream of our future as a family and the fun we will have as we go on our adventures and even as we stay home in the quit and mundane.
I so often I look into her big blue eyes and see her papa and it melts me. I love that he is who I see when I look at our little human.
I pray for her to be compassionate, humble, discerning and passionate. God has a plan for her life, and it is an honor, even only after four months, to be her human... her momma.
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